Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Dreaming the future still

So my dunce cap came in pink today. My grand score was 88 IQ which is a far cry from the 120 I got less than ten years ago. It is nice to see that despite my insistence on keeping my chin up and doing my best there is a marked difference in my performance.

I have been thinking over my life goals since I began getting Dystonia fits and seizures again post surgery. My dreams are adapting surprisingly well to everything. Things I wanted to accomplish are separating from what I need to accomplish for myself.

I still need for example to be a homeowner and earn a masters degree to feel proud of myself. I want a dog which is a nice consolation since I have begun to fall back from the idea of raising children. So let's hope my 88 IQ won't hold me back from being the person I want to be.

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